abre los ojos

i was browsing through my different accounts here at the internet... and i happen to pass by a certain chat service provided by the site.

i entered their chat and i was just casual there. saying hi to certain people though they are a bit of a snob. ehehe.

hay. as expected, people there was for 'show' and you know what i mean by that, right? people inexplicitly show their private parts and do certain things that people normally do in their own private time. and i do know how promiscuous PLU's can be, but that was just too much.

that just kinda pissed me off and made me think that these people may not really know who they really are or maybe they are just taking advantage of their sexuality.

yeah, taking advantage of their sexuality. you heard me right. because these people so often 'label' themselves as bisexual (either they just want to be like the other stereotypes out there that just uses the word "bisexual" because it's the fad. or they are just really confused and afraid of coming out thus, making them stick to their "bisexuality", when it's not really how it defines them as individuals)...

what they don't know is that, bisexuals belong to just one sexuality, homosexuality that is. uhh... duh... that's why it's collectively known as LGBT (lesbians, gays, bisexuals, transgenders/sexuals). duhh... so don't try to depart yourselves from us. you're no different from us.

and we're no different from heterosexuals. we're just equal...

in sexuality, i don't believe in "in-betweens". there's just heterosexual and homosexual... you see now? entiendes?

i'm not into labeling. gawd, i just hate that. it's like putting yourself in a box and given an understanding that you have no right to be like this or like that.

it's like having no liberty of one's self.

i pity those people who don't really know themselves. i hate them people who just goes with the flow, those who don't dare defy... to deviate. so i don't really believe them when they call themselves liberated. hahaha. no you are not. liberated people are those with open minds, with profound understanding of who they really are. liberated people are those who dare to defy, to lead, to deviate.

now... this just made me think of this thought: "is there no any decent gay man out there anymore?"

well, maybe there are a few decent guys out there. but they are like, one in a million? hahaha.

so, i just wish that more people (the one of our kind) would understand their sexuality, not to be curious about it just because it was the "in" thing to do. i know you're not that dumb not to understand what you are and what your sexuality is.