i've been dying everyday since then

says the resonating lyrics of urbandub.

my life is a bit paradoxical. strange in context.
i know i should lament and think of what had happened. but, i smile all the time.
for i know i shouldn't be bitter. and no wounds should tarnish my sunny disposition.

it ended with a smile and continues with it then.
we're friends.

i wake up and appreciate every little thing that happens around me. beautiful things.
the days start with the buttery shine of the sun, with a slight blanket of fog.
it ends with the bittersweet rain, that drenches our sadness from within - which leaves us refreshed and relieved.
oh how i love living everyday...