i have been so out of the blog scene. that composing new blogs seemed to be a hard and painstaking activity now. i hate this feeling. i should've at least tried blogging as soon as i arrive home from school, though i'm really exhausted from all the days lectures and lessons. and consider the fact that i go back and forth from here (tagaytay city) to manila, to attend school. i'm used to that kind of setting, it's just that my travel is eating up a lot of time. 6 hours is the least number of my elapsed transport. imagine what i can do with 6 hours. ugh. why not rent a place then? my parents doesn't want me to rent, or to stay in manila anymore. because they were fed up with me renting a place and end up going home everyday anyway. so now they're punishing me for that.
excuses, excuses, excuses. they're all lame.
boy, all i know is that i'm slowly sinking into depression again.
though it made me realize that, no matter how agonizing these difficulties i'm into now - it is more painful than my everyday consumption of cigarettes. it made me quit. it has become my motivation.
my mind is messed up right now.
happy thoughts, happy thoughts...
obtw, i'm glad that blogger is now in Tagalog/Pilipino.
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buti naman may tagalog version na ang blogger!!!! ang tagal mong nawala ah! kamusta ang singularity awareness day seo aka valentines day?
nathan/shamasu
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