dark days; and, so what if i'm gay?

dark days... why does this day seem to be so wrong. it's like there's something wrong with the universe or something. and it's as if something or 'someone' had disrupted the flow of positive energy. hahaha. what the hell am i talkin about anyway. hahaha. blahblahblah...

i was supposed to go to this 'pseudo-date' with this guy that i'm currently talkin to. but then, i received a text from him, asking me to reschedule our meeting. that he has to go somewhere with his family. visit his grandmom blahblah... so i just told him okay, reset reset... then i didn't text him for a while. hmm... i don't want to think dirty thoughts, that he's playing games with me, or that he's doing something shady. i really don't want to expect too much from people, specially with those guys who is interested with me. because i might just get disappointed in the end, or worse, having a total heartbreak.

i had the quick-est class a while ago, and to think that i was late for class... hahaha. i still managed to do the seatwork for that subject. hahaha. but i just noticed a while ago that everybody seems to be so erratic... i dunno why...

anyway...
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flip.

let's talk about being "happy."

-being gay has made me become independent.
it has taught me how to stand on my own two feet.
-being gay has made me become a stronger person.
-being gay has given me a new understanding of respect.
self-respect and respect for other people.
-being gay has made me become more sensitive.
of my surroundings and the people around me.
-being gay has made me become a better human being.