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Biyernes, Disyembre 08, 2006

i'm not your bitch don't hang your shit on me

immaculately conceptualized

and i'm not sorry, it's human nature
express yourself, don't repress yourself
-madonna

it's better if we'd express ourselves than hold in what we feel towards something.
a while back, i confessed to my crush that i have a crush on him. effit. is that a no-no? hahaha. okay. whatever. it was just liberating.
i was feeling really low this evening. i felt so pathetic. i talked to friends and they told me to just hold on because everything will be okay. and i believe them with their advices. hay. i need a hug... huhu.

i take back all that i've said from my previous post. that i'd be frozen.
i just can't. i'm just human. i am still vulnerable of whatever strong emotions that i'd encounter. and i am aware of my frailties as a person. as a human being.

i'd like to say sorry to the guy mentioned on my last post... he and his ex-boifriend didn't get back together. i was just assuming so much. he was just testing me "daw", of how i would react if he makes me think that he was still seeing his exes. i was jealous. just as i was assuming so much, expectedly, i'd react so much too. as in OA, overacting. i told him that i hate him during that time. and that i don't really like him, when i really do.
i dint really realize how much he values me, that he'd just stay quiet whenever i'm in a bitch-fit mood... gawd. i'm so stupid. now we're starting things again... as friends.

i'm such a bitch.

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