it came over me in a rush...
this is one of my favorite passage in the bible: - love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. love never gives up; and its faith, hope, and patience never fail. Love is eternal. - 1 Corinthians 13.4-8
for once in my lifetime, i got to know a guy named jedenmier h.r. jed became special to me because he was different from anybody else that i have known. he's sincere, sensitive, and a real joker at times. he's been through the ups and downs of life. before, he was studying at a university here at manila, but later he got dismissed because of some reason. but though he has experienced hell and waters high, i know that there's something deep within him that makes him hold on to his life. i know that he had gone through a lot of things, he's told me the shitties of shitties... but still deep within me, i love him.
i remember, that was february 22, 2005 when he told me that he's got a problem and all of our plans for summer were cancelled. he was really, really giving up on that problem... he wished that he die. but i told him to hold on, be strong and all of these tests would be over soon... i just hope that he still is strong enough to face his problems. every night, i pray to God to give him strength and courage to face his difficulties. he held on that time...
i really got worried then, i was sadened by the influx of unfortunate events that besettled me at that time. i started to cry as soon as i got home from school. i drenched my shirt with tears as i dialled his number to call... i talked to him in a frail voice and told him to hold on and everything is gonna be fine. i didn't care how much money i've spent to make that call... all that matters is him. i'll keep my promise to him, that i'll never leave him. i love him very much... i'll never really leave him. i visited him at the first week of march. it was all so sudden, it was one of those spur of the moment thing. but it was fine. i'm gonna see my baby... i stayed at his place for two nights and two days. and during those times, our love had transcended from where we started, our love had grown deeper. our plan for summer is now set...
i'll be there at his birthday and stay there for a week... i really, really love him so much. i love him with all my heart. he's my life... my everything. i'd die if i lose him. i know that we've had some misunderstandings and all but all of that is part of a relationship baby. it's one of the elements that make a relationship much stronger.
now, my baby has again another problem to deal with... you should hold on baby. like the time that i told you to hold on... everything's gonna be fine. but now, everything has changed... jed has opted to make me not a part of his life anymore. because he has to focus on his problem. if that would be the only solution that you think is right, then i'll let you spend your time alone so that you can resolve your problem... remember jeddy baby, i'm still here whenever you need me. i'll just be here... i'm not gonna leave you as i promised.
everywhere i look, all i see is you... every song that i hear, it reminds me of you... my clothes that i've worn when we're together, it still reminds me of you... the things and stories we've shared - still you... the cube prism that you gave me... remember what it says? i love you... i'll keep all of the memories for eternity... we've been to hell and back together... why do you want to leave me now? baby, i'll still be waiting for you. i'm not gonna look at anyone else except you... i'm not gonna find anyone else except you... your name is the only name that my heart longs for...
if you would come back to me then i'll love you more than ever... then love would be eternal... i love you so much baby jed. :'(
this is one of my favorite passage in the bible: - love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. love never gives up; and its faith, hope, and patience never fail. Love is eternal. - 1 Corinthians 13.4-8
for once in my lifetime, i got to know a guy named jedenmier h.r. jed became special to me because he was different from anybody else that i have known. he's sincere, sensitive, and a real joker at times. he's been through the ups and downs of life. before, he was studying at a university here at manila, but later he got dismissed because of some reason. but though he has experienced hell and waters high, i know that there's something deep within him that makes him hold on to his life. i know that he had gone through a lot of things, he's told me the shitties of shitties... but still deep within me, i love him.
i remember, that was february 22, 2005 when he told me that he's got a problem and all of our plans for summer were cancelled. he was really, really giving up on that problem... he wished that he die. but i told him to hold on, be strong and all of these tests would be over soon... i just hope that he still is strong enough to face his problems. every night, i pray to God to give him strength and courage to face his difficulties. he held on that time...
i really got worried then, i was sadened by the influx of unfortunate events that besettled me at that time. i started to cry as soon as i got home from school. i drenched my shirt with tears as i dialled his number to call... i talked to him in a frail voice and told him to hold on and everything is gonna be fine. i didn't care how much money i've spent to make that call... all that matters is him. i'll keep my promise to him, that i'll never leave him. i love him very much... i'll never really leave him. i visited him at the first week of march. it was all so sudden, it was one of those spur of the moment thing. but it was fine. i'm gonna see my baby... i stayed at his place for two nights and two days. and during those times, our love had transcended from where we started, our love had grown deeper. our plan for summer is now set...
i'll be there at his birthday and stay there for a week... i really, really love him so much. i love him with all my heart. he's my life... my everything. i'd die if i lose him. i know that we've had some misunderstandings and all but all of that is part of a relationship baby. it's one of the elements that make a relationship much stronger.
now, my baby has again another problem to deal with... you should hold on baby. like the time that i told you to hold on... everything's gonna be fine. but now, everything has changed... jed has opted to make me not a part of his life anymore. because he has to focus on his problem. if that would be the only solution that you think is right, then i'll let you spend your time alone so that you can resolve your problem... remember jeddy baby, i'm still here whenever you need me. i'll just be here... i'm not gonna leave you as i promised.
everywhere i look, all i see is you... every song that i hear, it reminds me of you... my clothes that i've worn when we're together, it still reminds me of you... the things and stories we've shared - still you... the cube prism that you gave me... remember what it says? i love you... i'll keep all of the memories for eternity... we've been to hell and back together... why do you want to leave me now? baby, i'll still be waiting for you. i'm not gonna look at anyone else except you... i'm not gonna find anyone else except you... your name is the only name that my heart longs for...
if you would come back to me then i'll love you more than ever... then love would be eternal... i love you so much baby jed. :'(
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